so i haven't updated this in a few days because i was in Rochester, NY for my best friend's wedding. i'm currently writing this from my hotel room in Raleigh, NC...here for business all week. sooo..what have i been up to......A LOT
--Update on a day 2 from last week--
where to begin......i had a day 2 before i went out of town with this hot 31 year old divorcee. she said she has had 4 real serious boyfriends in her life and hasn't ever had a date with a guy she didn't know. she also is slow into moving into sexual stuff with guys. we talked about sex for the majority of the date but in a real playful and flirty way. i did my hand holding and pound against the brick wall on the walk home...but she wouldn't kiss me. i pushed through resistance and LMR shit back at my place and ended up fingering her a bunch and eating her out and having her rub me over my pants. she wasn't comfortable jumping into shit because she had just gotten out of a serious relationship the week before and she was living with the guy. she said that she wants to hook up with me but she just needs some time. i'm on travel for work for a few weeks but i'm home the next 2 weekends so i'll try to see her and make some more progress.
--Update on #119 thinking i'm gay--
So i have been fucking the indian 18 year old who i first fucked under the pretense of being gay. i came clean before i left town that i actually wasn't gay. she had been fully convinced before. she tried to give me a hard time but i just busted on her (literally and figuratively) and kept a solid frame. fucked her again in between rochester and north carolina. shes definitely going to be a regular fuck buddy. she loves getting destroyed. she hasn't had sex like she has with me ever. a cool aspect of her is she's really into all the intellectual stuff i'm into -- cog sci, neurosci, psych, technological advancement, philosophy, etc. her fav philosopher is the same as mine -- friedrich nietzsche. we also hold super similar worldviews on a lot of important topics. she will be a terrific intellectual and sexual companion for the future. one thing thats a pain in the ass is that she pulls LMR almost every time we fuck but then she gets really into it.
--best friend's marriage weekend..bachelor party..and crazy adventures--
so for my best friend's bachelor party, i had it set up to have dinner/drinks/beer pong 6-8, private dancer 8-9, strip clubs 9-11:30, bars 11:30-2. my game has been killer the past few months so i closed our waitress at dinner, ALMOST closed the private dancer (she was putting her # in my phone and the guy she works for grabbed the phone away.....i stupidly delayed too long at the only window i had..she was def dtf too), closed a stripper at one of the strip clubs, and closed a couple girls while out. the bachelor party was a sick time. drinkin with my friends and gaming up all the girls...nothing better.
so i was supposed to take my ex girlfriend to the wedding on sunday. bachelor party was friday. i go over her house on saturday night. shes been having an affair with some married dude from her work who has kids and thats all she wanted to talk about. we started making out but she was being a cunt and saying "i'm not fucking you tonight..maybe tomorrow after the wedding if you're lucky". as jeffy says, the second you get non-compliance you drop them like a hot rock. i told her to cut the bullshit and that if she wasn't fucking me then i was leaving. she was shocked and it was pretty funny for me to just bounce out of there. i didn't want to chode around with her all night. i ended up going to play in a poker game with relatives where i took 1st place. then i hit up a food place at like 3 am and closed a hot 19 year old chick who is moving to philly next year. she said she'll be to philly to visit before then and wants to see me..and i told her i'd see her next time i was in town too. good thing i didn't chode around with the ex. next morning the ex told me she wasn't gonna be my date for the wedding (surprise surprise). i told her thats great because shes annoying and dumb. i hit up my #'s that i collected from the weekend and got 4 girls to agree to come to the wedding with me. this was a big ego stroke on my game because a couple of those agrees had been real quick interactions.
......soo out of the 4, i decided to bring this chick that just turned 19 (diff from the 19 yr old from the food place) who i had gamed up at the strip club during the bachelor party. she is a model and a stripper. she shows up at the reception with heels that make her 6'3. i'm 6'4 so we were giants together. she only weighs 118 pounds despite being 5'11 hahah. anyways, turns out she had only been a stripper for 4 weeks and she is pretty classy about it. she doesn't let guys touch her during the dances. she's going to school for nursing. a big shocker is that she turned out to be a VIRGIN. i got some kissing in within like 20 minutes of hanging out. then after my best man speech i isolated her in various spots in the museum (reception was in a museum)...pulling her into rooms and bathrooms that were away from the main areas (there were multiple floors). the most she would do is makeout a bunch while i felt her ass under her skirt and she played with my dick a little over my pants after i put her hand there....but she wouldn't go any further. she said that she doesn't like to do anything sexual with guys until the 3rd or 4th date and she kept stressing how she doesn't know me. i pushed one more time by isolating her to my car and this was the tipping point -- she said she was going to go home and she didn't feel comfortable. so i backed off, convinced her to stay so that i "wouldn't look stupid as the best man whose date left", and just became self-amusing. i danced all serious romantic with her to slow songs, i danced silly with her to other songs, i blew bubbles with the bubble wand, i whispered naughty things in her ear, etc. I got her to admit that she really liked me slamming her into walls in random rooms and she said she was real attracted to me and really wanted to do stuff with me..she just wanted more time to get to know me. i kept pushing the "spontaneous adventure" frame and told her that this was her only chance since i was leaving the next day. i built up a bunch more comfort and rapport and romance and then my big break came. a group of us went to a rock climbing wall downstairs. as we walked down the stairs i kept slamming her against the wall and making out with her vigorously. (btw, as i type this..a fuck buddy who is studying abroad in italy right now is IM'ing me on gchat saying she cant wait to fuck my brains out when she gets back in december...awesome). so this model chick at the wedding takes the "out of order" or whatever sign blocking the jungle gym thing off and we climb up this elaborate open air enclosure. i was going to turn back a few times because it seemed unstable and pointless and it was too small for us since we were so tall....but then i saw there was a room at the end. i figured this was my chance. we giggled and teased and got up to the top. i sat down on a table in that room and pulled her down on top of me. i started fingering her and got her super horny....then i flipped her on her back on the table and went to go down on her. she stopped me and didn't want to jump into shit like that. since she was a virgin i didn't go for the F close cuz i knew i'd get tons of resistance. she had already said before that when she first fucks that she wants it to be with a boyfriend that she is pretty sure she will marry. she wanted to go back down the way we came up but i said not yet and pulled my dick out. she resisted a little but once she was playing with it and making out she got real into it. she ended up giving me a KILLER blowjob. the rest of the night i was just in major comfort build/rapport build mode. she seemed to like fall in love with me in the rest of the night lol. she was gazing deeply into my eyes during slow songs. i was telling her i've never felt a special connection like i feel with her before. i was telling her i could see her as my girlfriend and she was saying she would love that. hahahaha. i lied and said i'd be moving back to rochester in the next couple months. she seemed to really really really be into me. hahaha. she said she wants to come visit me in philly this week and stay for multiple days and give me lap dances and shit....unfortunately i'm on business travel though. i can see myself taking her virginity if she came to visit. i asked if she wanted to have a fun adventure and get a hotel room with a jacuzzi and that we'd have strict ground rules about shit and i would just want to makeout and maybe a little more (ha). she said she would definitely do it if she didn't have class at 7 am. anyways..her ride came and got her and she was texted when she got home "tonight was amazing..thank you so much!"...then i hit her up once in Raleigh tonight to try and get her to come visit here since i wont be back to philly for a while (except next 2 weekends) and i dont want things going cold. here's how the convo went:
me: "hey cutie, are you awake"
her: ya :) hey i missed you
me: aww i missed you too :) i thought about how fun last night was all day today
her: lol me too :) plus i have really bad rug burn from that jungle gym thing lol
me: hahah good thing i was wearing pants! so i'm in raleigh, NC all this week and next week for business..do you wanna come visit me here or wait until i get back to philly
her: i might be able to come out next week
me: yay :) i'll be in a nice hotel and free every night after meetings. meetings just during the day.
her: yay :)
me: we could have so much funnn!
her: way that sounds great
me: :) i hope you comeee..i miss youu
her: i'm gonna try my hardest :) i miss you too
me: awesomee..i'll be in north carolina next sun night and leaving thurs night so if you got here sun night we'd have 4 nights
her: ok :)
me: ok sweet dreams of all the fun we had..i keep picturing looking into your eyes
her: aww sweet dreams :)
this is why the game is fucking awesome. i told a non-compliant pussy power games ex gf to go fuck herself, i had a great time with a 19 year old model who ended up giving me head and now loves me. it looks pretty solid at this point for her coming to see me in north carolina next week which would definitely spice up my trip...and it'd be easier to take the V card because it'd be like this hotel get away adventure rather than "me seducing her at my apartment". if she ends up not being able to make it though i'll try to close it in philly. the best way to close her probably would be to just do a bunch of non-sex shit on nights 1 and 2 and possibly 3. then ask her to be my gf and act like i want to be with her forever. this is pretty mean but i will definitely rock her world if we fuck and she has no idea what sex is like so it could be pretty ridiculous. i wouldn't even mind staying her "boyfriend" and having her come visit me once a month or whatever. some PUA friends asked if i felt bad about misleading her to take her virginity. the answer is..no not really. i wanted to wait til marriage to have sex when i was 17 and i'm really glad i didn't. she just turned 19 so i doubt that stance will hold out for many more years.
oh and i have a couple potential girls to come fuck me while i'm in business in china. anyways, this is a long fucking post and i need to pass the fuck out to be up early for business meetings. my good PUA buddy TJ started a blog -- here's the link. def going to be eagerly following this one.
one other thing to mention -- i realized this weekend that my game is at the level that not only can i build up dates/new rosters of girls/a rotation/fuck buddies/etc in one week, but I CAN DO IT IN ANY CITY. i gamed BRIEFLY on thurs night and as a secondary thing on friday during the bachelor party..then for like 20-30 minutes on saturday night on the hot cashier at the food place. those 4 girls that agreed to go to the wedding would all go on dates with me too. i wasn't even out for full nights on thurs and sat and it put me swimming in pussy. if i stayed in rochester i'd hook up with this model regularly and probalby fuck 2 out of the other 3 (2 were really on). this is comforting that it can be deployed in any city but it's also comforting that you can literally build a hot rotation of girls in a week's time. this ties into abundance and not giving a fuck. i could literally blow away all my philly fuck buddies and shit in progress and get it all going again with a whole new set of girls pretty fast. really really really fuckin awesome.
oh shit i want to give one more update:
--UPDATE ON LEARNING MATERIALS--
-read 50 pages of bhagavad gita on the plane
-listened to entire jeffy show 1 audio in car to/from rochester. he talks about a lot of great shit on there and i want to go back through and take notes and turn it into action items to work on. jeffy mentions towards the end that after hardcore gaming (pickup game) for 4 years going out like every day, teaching bootcamps, being an RSD instructor, doing a lot of advanced shit, being trained by top guys, having a killer system, etc...that he was at 92 lays. i expected him to be way higher than that after 4 years at that level. what a chode ;) just kidding, i love jeffy. but that lay count just feeds into my ego and aspiration of surpassing the RSD instructors.
-received talent code in the mail but haven't started reading it yet
ok i'm out. i hope i get to fuck the shit out of that model from rochester. flying out to north carolina to see a guy that she fell in love with cuz he pumped her with his alpha energy. i love my life.
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