F Close Projections -- I will hit 200 by Jan 2014

So currently I am at 120 lays and being on travel for a month isn't helping my cause too much currently. Here is the # of girls i've fucked over the past 10 years. March 2011 is when I got out of long-term relationship and started implementing formal game. I had two 2 month relationships in 2011 but I used the progression line anyways from March 2011 to current day to extrapolate out into the future. This assumes that i will keep on pace with what I have been doing. I think my pace is going to actually INCREASE as my skill increases -- but that remains to be seen.

So, using the projection line between march '11 - current day this is what is produced:

F Close Projection into the future

As you can see, I should hit 200 by the beginning of 2014, shortly after I turn 30. Not a bad way to start off my 30's.

Let's see where I'm ACTUALLY at by then. But 200 by 2014 is my goal.

# closed 8 bitches last night with Simon in Greensboro last night. Shredded up the two best clubs and did lots of advanced and hilarious shit. will be posting about that soon. Off to my last meeting in Raleigh then flying back to Philly tonight for the weekend.

Time to man up - NO MORE COMPLAINING

For anyone that knows me, you know that I am a huge fucking complainer and negative fuck. This is largely driven by OCD aka incessant dwelling on things that don't go according to plan or when things don't work out. WELL THINGS DONT ALWAYS WORK OUT DO THEY. A bunch of my negativity may also come from the fact that i grew up in a terribly negative household. my mother is the most negative person i know. no matter how good something is or a situation is she will always find something wrong with it. either way, this type of thinking HAS TO STOP. complaining and dwelling on the negative does no fucking good. it blows mood, blows state, annoys others, annoys myself, and sends me down a path of unhappiness and bad results. it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy too....i'll have one stupid situation not work out, one girl flake, etc and BOOM, i start thinking I HAVE NO GAME, I FUCKING SUCK, MY SKILLS ARE SUBPAR, etc etc etc. Then when i'm out, my core confidence is FUCKED, when i'm interacting with other girls on my rotation or new prospects, i'm coming from a scarcity frame, etc etc.

so let's look at this logically:
1. BAD THINGS HAPPEN
2. NO ONE IS PERFECT
3. SOME THINGS ARE OUT OF MY CONTROL
4. SOMETIMES I JUST FUCK UP EVEN WHEN THINGS COULD HAVE WENT WELL
5. #1-4 causes my mood and state to get royally fucked and causes me to annoy my friends and myself. it causes unhappiness and is UNPRODUCTIVE.

here's the thing that caused my daily catastrophe today (there's always something): i sent a stupid text to the 19 year old model/stripper (the one that was supposed to come stay at my hotel in north carolina next week) today saying,
"i'm debating hanging out with a group of asian lingerie clowns next week. i get into north carolina on sunday night so you should book your flight ASAP. i'd rather hang out with you but i'll make do either way ;)"

this was fucking stupid. it basically says: "book your shit now or i'm gonna fuck some sluts". ultimatum, weird, and blowing the whole romantic and special frame i had created that was going to have her fly from rochester to raleigh in the first place to see a guy she hung out with for one night and blew. now i was basically trivializing her visit and saying that if she doesn't come i have other girls anyways. it was all supposed to be a big joke that would push her a little to book her flight. however she replied:
her: have fun. i'm not coming any more.
me: why?
her: it's not worth it
me: what do you mean?
her: i'm not going to spend 400 dollars to come spend the week with you when you have other girls that you want to see. have fun.
me: [bust on her about taking that seriously and insist that it was a joke blah blah]
her: right [aka she didn't buy it]

it really WAS a joke. shes 19 though and a virgin and must have assumed it was true. WHATEVER. new rule: NO MORE NEGATIVITY AND COMPLAINING. i tend to text a bunch of PUA's when shit goes bad and complain and look for sympathy. i wallow in this pity and it helps ease my mind a little bit and deal with the bad shit just by telling others.

zach texted me this tonight:
"dude in all respect asa friend... the way you make a victim out of yourself is annoying and super lame... i mean dude you go and call all your friends when a girl flakes on you or some shit.. as friends jake and i wnat to help you and are willing to collaborate with you on advice and shit but duddde i have enough problems and i'm sure jake tj rob and everyone else does too... you fuck so many girls but you're trapped in your own ego always wanting more more more.... i know this cause i do it all the time too...but i'm mocking you so you ralize the behavior you're doing is fucking lame and annoying. honestly i dont think it helps anyone...including myself...i think we like building a victim identity out of things and we are addicted to it...which is why we always need stuff to feel better like more girls, nice car, nice tv, etc...it's a process that never ends and is addicting. the only way out is accepting the now haha which you would know if you read the power of now. i think getting good with girls is a fun thing to do...but it can be damaging if we do it out of ego which i fall in and out of all the time"

wise words. i def am super annoying to others and myself with all my stupid complaining. i literally have a different catastrophe every day. all over stupid stupid STUPID FUCKING SHIT. no day goes perfect. does that mean every day i should be in this huge lament over some dumb bullshit? i fucked 6 girls in 9 days and then i had a 7th girl fall through the day after that and i was SHATTERED. it was really close and i got cockblocked at the VERY LAST SECOND and it DESTROYED ME. this same thing can happen in a given day. i can fuck 3 girls in a day and have a 4th lined up who flakes. what do i do? I DEFLATE. it's like i expect a nonstop chain of success. UNREALISTIC.

i'm not sure how much of this is due to my extremely verbally abusive upbringing. i suspect a lot. i was told ever since i can remember that i was nothing and that i'd never make anything out of myself. i was verbally abused to an extreme degree. so was mystery. so was tyler durden. the top PUAs seek out so bad to be validated and show the world that they are NOT nothing. i can have soooo much success and good shit happen to me and one little thing fucks up my world.

plan: continue studying indifference, meditate, read the power of now, and realize that NOT EVERYTHING IS PERFECT. once i can be content with plenty of bad stuff happening, i will truly evolve to the next level.

that being said, i'm off to drive an hour to sarge with simon. thank you zach.

**Major Goals to accomplish by next summer**

I'm debating moving somewhere in the summer like South Beach Miami or Las Vegas with Simon and maybe a couple other PUAs. I want somewhere where the girls are hotter, the venues are more target rich, and where there are more pickup opportunities. The whole frame of Vegas, "What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" seems like it alleviates some ASD, buyers remorse, and encourages spontaneity, adventure, wild behavior, cheating, etc. Plus girls go to Vegas to have a shitload of fun and escape their normal lives. I think I could crush it there.

Anyways, here are some goals I'd like to accomplish by next summer (regardless of whether or not I end up moving out of Philly):
-Greatly improve text game (in progress via Braddock's ultimate text guide which I'm starting to read tonight)
-Greatly improve indifference (in progress via books like power of now and bhagavad gita....meditation...mindset changes, etc)
-Gain 20 pounds of muscle. After I get back from all this travel I've been involved with, I am going to start hitting the gym
-Get control over my OCD. This will be done via meditation, supplementation, exercise, mindset/thought refocusing, etc.
-Fix all the major weak spots in my game by being BRUTALLY HONEST about anything that i'm doing wrong or suboptimal
-Scour the RSD forums, videos, relevant books and PDFs, have more calls with instructors to hone down specific points i need help with, etc
-Continue to blog
-Make unique and novel contributions to game and pickup by doing a lot of thinking and analyzing. This will include a pickup smartphone app,
-KICK MAJOR FUCKING ASS IN GENERAL
-Other shit

all the crazy adventures and game accomplishments i've had in the past month will look like child's play by next summer. fuck yes.

Another Hooters close and a another stripper close

So apparently this week is hooter and stripper hired guns closing week. started the night off at hooters with the raleigh PUA that i've been hanging with named brennan. we luckily had the hottest waitress in the place. we did a good job running her but it was tough because it was really busy in there and it was basically an interruption-filled nearly always moving set. i'm somewhat sleepy so i need to leave out some of the details...but basically brennan said she gave me like 27 IOI's pretty quickly hahah. my whole angle was busting on her for having an accent and saying that i couldn't picture her ever swearing. i finally got her to say shit but it sounded so fucking cute lol. brennan wanted to try and close her even though she was giving the attention and IOI's to me so i let him. she said no and something about a bf or guy shes dating or something. i had told brennan that the fallback was to make her say her # out loud after PREFACING that remark with the fact that "he probably only had about a 5% chance of actually remembering the whole thing". he told her if he remembers it that he gets to go out with her. she agreed and said it out loud (i'm 7 for 7 on this game after tonight btw with actually remembering the #). girls usually give the # but for ones that say "i can't give it out at work" or give some other reason that i can't barrel through then i will have them say it out loud, acting like there's no way i'll remember it. i guess it gives them a way out and it's a fun game or something..who the fuck knows..but they fucking say their real # after saying that they cant give it out lol. my strategy when they're saying it is to chunk the first 3 digits (area code) together and hang them on a memory peg. then i'll repeat the remaining 7 in my head and try to create pneumonics on the fly if possible. during bootcamp when i memorized a number off tyler durden's phone when i was sitting next to him, my cell phone was in a holding area. therefore i had to memorize all 10 digits using pneumonics like (64 = nintendo 64, 83 = year i was born, etc). anyways, this hottie tonight started saying a whole bunch of random numbers and fast-paced shit after saying her # to try and fuck up any mental memory. i was 95% sure i had it right after i entered it in my phone under the table. i always give it about 5-10 seconds so it sells it more. after i entered it i was like, damn..theres no way either of us could ever have remembered that! she walked away all proud of herself. brennan wrote down a # that was 3 digits different than mine. i was pretty confident in mine because of having a good memory and using the little tricks i use to remember it -- so i had him put my recollection into his phone and he showed her and she confirmed that it was right and was shocked haha. she still gave me lots of attention and IOIs and was being flaky to him so i'm gonna hit it up after he tries.

We then went off to the strip club. A blonde with real D's sat next to me at some point and I ran my hired gun stripper game on her which basically involves:

-us vs. them mentality (don't ever get into the customer frame)

-disallowing her seller frames and cutting threads of any routines she uses to try and game me like i was a customer or a low value man

-DHV'ing (i don't usually dhv much any more but i think it's good to do them indirectly against hired guns). i mentioned that i dated a few strippers and that i love nightlife since i'm a dj blah blah blah. i said that one of the strippers i dated was a maxim model and that she would earn 1100/night. this girl obviously wasn't making that much and probably didn't see herself being a maxim model so i demonstrate value and preselection.

-gaming her like she's just a regular girl at a club

-getting clear and intent and sexual



so i # closed her and told her that i wanted some spontaneous adventures while in town. she said shes up real late til 5 or 6 am lots of times. i said that i stay up that late too and that i didn't know anyone around here so that she'd have to keep me company. i got a dance with her but it was from the frame that i had taken up a lot of her time and was just being cool doing so by getting a dance. i always say "I never get lap dances but i'll make an exception". then when she was on top of me i got her talking about her favorite sexual positions and basically made her qualify her sexual skills and exciting/spontaneous nature to me in many different ways. i think this is a really powerful principle that can be used against all girls -- not just hired guns. it is the following:

HARD SEXUAL ALREADY WON FRAME + MAKING THEM QUALIFY THEMSELVES + ROLE REVERSAL

so i would say stuff like, "whats your fav position?" HER: blah blah  ME: perfect, "i'm really good at that"...or i would ask her if shes really good in bed...she said yes..so i was like, good me too..that means we can hang out and that we're going to have lots of fun next week. i'll also tell girls (i didn't in this particular case) that i can tell they like to get their ass slapped and hair pulled. this is generic and the girls will usually agree. it just sets more and more of a comfortable sexual tone so it's already "on" and the work is somewhat done before you even met up. it also doesn't make sexual advances a "surprise" during the date or after the date. i'm gonna hit her up on sunday after she gets her schedule. unless that other stripper from back home comes to stay at my hotel next week...i'm going to push that hard tomorrow for her to book the flight...which brings me to my last point.....

i had the stripper from back home totally down to come see me next week. but we were sort of playing textual grabass all week and now it's starting to slightly fizzle. she still hasn't booked the flight even though she said she was going to "try her hardest to make it". i showed some text threads to brennan and he said that my text game is weak. i know this is true and i know i've lost tons of solid #'s and solid interactions over it. i'd say the main reason it's weak is because i've never received formal training on how to run solid text game.

this book is going to change that completely. it's from 2010 and has great reviews about how to text like a champ. i'm still going to use the jeffy flowchart from going from # to day 2..but there are some situations where that method cannot be applied (like the stripper coming to visit me while on a business trip). the way i see it, i'm hopefully going to hook up with at least one of these strippers next week.

this weekend i jam packed like 7 meetups in philly (including a day 2 at 8 am after some bitch gets off a graveyrad shift) and i'm going to sarge fri and sat before flying back to raleigh on sunday night.

i realized tonight (because of the text game introspection) that as advanced as i am with this shit, i still have a long way to go. and that's why this is all so fucking fun. i need to not IOI ping either and there are other various things i'm doing wrong that i will fix. i derive tons of fun from patching these weak spots and it's going to bring so much more success.

full body massage and hooters girl solid close and near pull

so after my meetings in north carolina today i went to meet a friend from high school for dinner. i saw on google maps that there was a massage place nearby where i was meeting him for dinner. so i set it up to get a full body massage from a woman (told them a guy doing it would make me uncomfortable). i said my problem areas were my upper thighs and my chest. the girl worked my whole body really good while naked for 1 hour and it was only $50. she was an 8 so it was pretty arousing. i had to sign a thing saying sexual advances of innuendos could terminate the massage so i walked the tightrope and got her to flirt and get real into the massage but didn't get any dick play. i tried to see if she was down to meet out later but she was fairly professional and serious about the massage shit. it felt awesome and it was a tough one to make go down so i went home and beat it haha. def was worth a try.

my friend bill, a PUA from philly, told me that he knows a PUA in raleigh (where i currently am on business) named brennan. i met up with that dude tonight. he's real smart and had some really crucial insights into the game. we traded a bunch of stories and pickup knowledge at hooters and i gamed up our waitress. she was a 9 with fake tits and a nice ass. i came in from the angle about what fun shit is going on tonight, i'm here on busines..blah blah. she said there was salsa dancing across the street. i asked her to be my partner when she got off and that it'd be a fun adventure. she tried objections of having to go to bed early and of not having any clothes to change into -- both of which i overcame. i got her to agree mostly by keeping the frame solid and crushing her objections. i focused on having her convince me that she was a good salsa dancer (by demonstrating), affirming that she would still be able to perform her dance moves well if she was the center of attention in the middle of the dancefloor while sober, etc. she agreed to come with me when she got out of work and i told her that we were gonna have an awesome spontaneous night. i also # closed her at this time.

then something strange happened with my game -- something that i have come to realize as a sticking point. i started "IOI pinging" -- basically re-engaging her from a needy rapport-seeking frame trying to extract IOI's from her so i could feel good emotions and know that it was still "on" as time passed. i had to kill 1.5 hours before we were gonna go salsa dance. these IOI ping and rapport-seeking attempts didn't do me much good and started to sour the set. brennan told me that the girl was real into me and that i dont need to act like i am digging out of a hole...and to just keep up the not giving a fuck attitude. i came up with an analogy for my problem...imagine if you were fishing.....the bait is in the water....at that point you aren't too dead set on catching any particular fish..it's just kind of like..whatever..who gives a shit. but then when you get a nibble and you have the fish hooked and it seems likely that you're going to get the fish --- thats when you get excited. i sometimes switch into terrible game and start chasing them and trying to force things to work out once they show a bunch of interest. here i have this 9 eating out of my hand and giving me her # and agreeing to meet up with me. my stupid OCD and negativity make me start reaching out trying to figure out if i still have her and if it's on and shit. so dumb. i do this with texting sometimes too. cant wait for saturday! wont saturday be awesome! etc etc etc. going to figure out how to fix this later.

towards the end of the night i realized the place across the street wasn't open and i told her she had to pick a different place and that i'd meet her there. she said she we should just meet the following night since tuesday nights blow. she asked if i'd still be in town. i told her i would and she said she worked til 7. i'm gonna use the jeffy text sequence to try and get a day 2 set up for 730 and then try and pull back to my hotel. brennan noted that she invested a lot in me. once i thought i had fucked up a bit with the IOI pinging i wasn't happy with myself and therefore started becoming real indifferent again. this in turn caused her to sit down with us a bunch of times, seek our attention, seek our approval, etc. i responded with dropping a lie about dating a maxim model, talking about her fake tits, busting on her, etc. left on a pretty good note.

brennan and i are going to try and work some things out in my time in raleigh such as:
-what makes up that super powerful monstrous state
-how can we always be in state and not have to rely on social momentum or anything else
-what really is "comfort"? brennan suggests it's a whole bunch of different emotions and conditions (time, security, trust, knowing you'll have sex with them, knowing others wont find out, etc etc). we want to figure out how to dial emotions of a girl so she's ripe for pulling. we think this is independent of time (i.e., you dont need to invest a certain amount of time or "comfort-building" to get a pull and follow-on sexual relationship)

i'm fucking tired and have to be up early so thats all for now. excited to see what this week brings. brennan said he can tell i'm really good just from the one pickup i did in front of him. he said i have this look in my eyes when i'm in set that he's seen in other top PUA's. he calls it hypnotic and says that the only other people that have it are psychopaths lol.

oh and 19 year old model stripper says shes going to book her flight tomorrow to come visit me in NC. operation steal virginity commence.

a 19 year old stripper model is in love with me and i think i'm gonna take her virginity!

so i haven't updated this in a few days because i was in Rochester, NY for my best friend's wedding. i'm currently writing this from my hotel room in Raleigh, NC...here for business all week. sooo..what have i been up to......A LOT

--Update on a day 2 from last week--
where to begin......i had a day 2 before i went out of town with this hot 31 year old divorcee. she said she has had 4 real serious boyfriends in her life and hasn't ever had a date with a guy she didn't know. she also is slow into moving into sexual stuff with guys. we talked about sex for the majority of the date but in a real playful and flirty way. i did my hand holding and pound against the brick wall on the walk home...but she wouldn't kiss me. i pushed through resistance and LMR shit back at my place and ended up fingering her a bunch and eating her out and having her rub me over my pants. she wasn't comfortable jumping into shit because she had just gotten out of a serious relationship the week before and she was living with the guy. she said that she wants to hook up with me but she just needs some time. i'm on travel for work for a few weeks but i'm home the next 2 weekends so i'll try to see her and make some more progress.

--Update on #119 thinking i'm gay--
So i have been fucking the indian 18 year old who i first fucked under the pretense of being gay. i came clean before i left town that i actually wasn't gay. she had been fully convinced before. she tried to give me a hard time but i just busted on her (literally and figuratively) and kept a solid frame. fucked her again in between rochester and north carolina. shes definitely going to be a regular fuck buddy. she loves getting destroyed. she hasn't had sex like she has with me ever. a cool aspect of her is she's really into all the intellectual stuff i'm into -- cog sci, neurosci, psych, technological advancement, philosophy, etc. her fav philosopher is the same as mine -- friedrich nietzsche. we also hold super similar worldviews on a lot of important topics. she will be a terrific intellectual and sexual companion for the future. one thing thats a pain in the ass is that she pulls LMR almost every time we fuck but then she gets really into it.

--best friend's marriage weekend..bachelor party..and crazy adventures--
so for my best friend's bachelor party, i had it set up to have dinner/drinks/beer pong 6-8, private dancer 8-9, strip clubs 9-11:30, bars 11:30-2. my game has been killer the past few months so i closed our waitress at dinner, ALMOST closed the private dancer (she was putting her # in my phone and the guy she works for grabbed the phone away.....i stupidly delayed too long at the only window i had..she was def dtf too), closed a stripper at one of the strip clubs, and closed a couple girls while out. the bachelor party was a sick time. drinkin with my friends and gaming up all the girls...nothing better.
so i was supposed to take my ex girlfriend to the wedding on sunday. bachelor party was friday. i go over her house on saturday night. shes been having an affair with some married dude from her work who has kids and thats all she wanted to talk about. we started making out but she was being a cunt and saying "i'm not fucking you tonight..maybe tomorrow after the wedding if you're lucky". as jeffy says, the second you get non-compliance you drop them like a hot rock. i told her to cut the bullshit and that if she wasn't fucking me then i was leaving. she was shocked and it was pretty funny for me to just bounce out of there. i didn't want to chode around with her all night. i ended up going to play in a poker game with relatives where i took 1st place. then i hit up a food place at like 3 am and closed a hot 19 year old chick who is moving to philly next year. she said she'll be to philly to visit before then and wants to see me..and i told her i'd see her next time i was in town too. good thing i didn't chode around with the ex. next morning the ex told me she wasn't gonna be my date for the wedding (surprise surprise). i told her thats great because shes annoying and dumb. i hit up my #'s that i collected from the weekend and got 4 girls to agree to come to the wedding with me. this was a big ego stroke on my game because a couple of those agrees had been real quick interactions.
......soo out of the 4, i decided to bring this chick that just turned 19 (diff from the 19 yr old from the food place) who i had gamed up at the strip club during the bachelor party. she is a model and a stripper. she shows up at the reception with heels that make her 6'3. i'm 6'4 so we were giants together. she only weighs 118 pounds despite being 5'11 hahah. anyways, turns out she had only been a stripper for 4 weeks and she is pretty classy about it. she doesn't let guys touch her during the dances. she's going to school for nursing. a big shocker is that she turned out to be a VIRGIN. i got some kissing in within like 20 minutes of hanging out. then after my best man speech i isolated her in various spots in the museum (reception was in a museum)...pulling her into rooms and bathrooms that were away from the main areas (there were multiple floors). the most she would do is makeout a bunch while i felt her ass under her skirt and she played with my dick a little over my pants after i put her hand there....but she wouldn't go any further. she said that she doesn't like to do anything sexual with guys until the 3rd or 4th date and she kept stressing how she doesn't know me. i pushed one more time by isolating her to my car and this was the tipping point -- she said she was going to go home and she didn't feel comfortable. so i backed off, convinced her to stay so that i "wouldn't look stupid as the best man whose date left", and just became self-amusing. i danced all serious romantic with her to slow songs, i danced silly with her to other songs, i blew bubbles with the bubble wand, i whispered naughty things in her ear, etc. I got her to admit that she really liked me slamming her into walls in random rooms and she said she was real attracted to me and really wanted to do stuff with me..she just wanted more time to get to know me. i kept pushing the "spontaneous adventure" frame and told her that this was her only chance since i was leaving the next day. i built up a bunch more comfort and rapport and romance and then my big break came. a group of us went to a rock climbing wall downstairs. as we walked down the stairs i kept slamming her against the wall and making out with her vigorously. (btw, as i type this..a fuck buddy who is studying abroad in italy right now is IM'ing me on gchat saying she cant wait to fuck my brains out when she gets back in december...awesome). so this model chick at the wedding takes the "out of order" or whatever sign blocking the jungle gym thing off and we climb up this elaborate open air enclosure. i was going to turn back a few times because it seemed unstable and pointless and it was too small for us since we were so tall....but then i saw there was a room at the end. i figured this was my chance. we giggled and teased and got up to the top. i sat down on a table in that room and pulled her down on top of me. i started fingering her and got her super horny....then i flipped her on her back on the table and went to go down on her. she stopped me and didn't want to jump into shit like that. since she was a virgin i didn't go for the F close cuz i knew i'd get tons of resistance. she had already said before that when she first fucks that she wants it to be with a boyfriend that she is pretty sure she will marry. she wanted to go back down the way we came up but i said not yet and pulled my dick out. she resisted a little but once she was playing with it and making out she got real into it. she ended up giving me a KILLER blowjob. the rest of the night i was just in major comfort build/rapport build mode. she seemed to like fall in love with me in the rest of the night lol. she was gazing deeply into my eyes during slow songs. i was telling her i've never felt a special connection like i feel with her before. i was telling her i could see her as my girlfriend and she was saying she would love that. hahahaha. i lied and said i'd be moving back to rochester in the next couple months. she seemed to really really really be into me. hahaha. she said she wants to come visit me in philly this week and stay for multiple days and give me lap dances and shit....unfortunately i'm on business travel though. i can see myself taking her virginity if she came to visit. i asked if she wanted to have a fun adventure and get a hotel room with a jacuzzi and that we'd have strict ground rules about shit and i would just want to makeout and maybe a little more (ha). she said she would definitely do it if she didn't have class at 7 am. anyways..her ride came and got her and she was texted when she got home "tonight was amazing..thank you so much!"...then i hit her up once in Raleigh tonight to try and get her to come visit here since i wont be back to philly for a while (except next 2 weekends) and i dont want things going cold. here's how the convo went:

me: "hey cutie, are you awake"
her: ya :) hey i missed you
me: aww i missed you too :) i thought about how fun last night was all day today
her: lol me too :) plus i have really bad rug burn from that jungle gym thing lol
me: hahah good thing i was wearing pants! so i'm in raleigh, NC all this week and next week for business..do you wanna come visit me here or wait until i get back to philly
her: i might be able to come out next week
me: yay :) i'll be in a nice hotel and free every night after meetings. meetings just during the day.
her: yay :)
me: we could have so much funnn!
her: way that sounds great
me: :) i hope you comeee..i miss youu
her: i'm gonna try my hardest :) i miss you too
me: awesomee..i'll be in north carolina next sun night and leaving thurs night so if you got here sun night we'd have 4 nights
her: ok :)
me: ok sweet dreams of all the fun we had..i keep picturing looking into your eyes
her: aww sweet dreams :)

this is why the game is fucking awesome. i told a non-compliant pussy power games ex gf to go fuck herself, i had a great time with a 19 year old model who ended up giving me head and now loves me. it looks pretty solid at this point for her coming to see me in north carolina next week which would definitely spice up my trip...and it'd be easier to take the V card because it'd be like this hotel get away adventure rather than "me seducing her at my apartment". if she ends up not being able to make it though i'll try to close it in philly. the best way to close her probably would be to just do a bunch of non-sex shit on nights 1 and 2 and possibly 3. then ask her to be my gf and act like i want to be with her forever. this is pretty mean but i will definitely rock her world if we fuck and she has no idea what sex is like so it could be pretty ridiculous. i wouldn't even mind staying her "boyfriend" and having her come visit me once a month or whatever. some PUA friends asked if i felt bad about misleading her to take her virginity. the answer is..no not really. i wanted to wait til marriage to have sex when i was 17 and i'm really glad i didn't. she just turned 19 so i doubt that stance will hold out for many more years.

oh and i have a couple potential girls to come fuck me while i'm in business in china. anyways, this is a long fucking post and i need to pass the fuck out to be up early for business meetings. my good PUA buddy TJ started a blog -- here's the link. def going to be eagerly following this one.

one other thing to mention -- i realized this weekend that my game is at the level that not only can i build up dates/new rosters of girls/a rotation/fuck buddies/etc in one week, but I CAN DO IT IN ANY CITY. i gamed BRIEFLY on thurs night and as a secondary thing on friday during the bachelor party..then for like 20-30 minutes on saturday night on the hot cashier at the food place. those 4 girls that agreed to go to the wedding would all go on dates with me too. i wasn't even out for full nights on thurs and sat and it put me swimming in pussy. if i stayed in rochester i'd hook up with this model regularly and probalby fuck 2 out of the other 3 (2 were really on). this is comforting that it can be deployed in any city but it's also comforting that you can literally build a hot rotation of girls in a week's time. this ties into abundance and not giving a fuck. i could literally blow away all my philly fuck buddies and shit in progress and get it all going again with a whole new set of girls pretty fast. really really really fuckin awesome.

oh shit i want to give one more update:
--UPDATE ON LEARNING MATERIALS--
-read 50 pages of bhagavad gita on the plane
-listened to entire jeffy show 1 audio in car to/from rochester. he talks about a lot of great shit on there and i want to go back through and take notes and turn it into action items to work on. jeffy mentions towards the end that after hardcore gaming (pickup game) for 4 years going out like every day, teaching bootcamps, being an RSD instructor, doing a lot of advanced shit, being trained by top guys, having a killer system, etc...that he was at 92 lays. i expected him to be way higher than that after 4 years at that level. what a chode ;) just kidding, i love jeffy. but that lay count just feeds into my ego and aspiration of surpassing the RSD instructors.
-received talent code in the mail but haven't started reading it yet

ok i'm out. i hope i get to fuck the shit out of that model from rochester. flying out to north carolina to see a guy that she fell in love with cuz he pumped her with his alpha energy. i love my life.

I'm at the "Great One Hundred"

From the Wikipedia Article for 120:
120 was known as "the great hundred", especially prior to the year 1700, from the Teutonic Hundert which equalled 120. The number 100, now known commonly as "one hundred" was then known as "the small hundred".

1 loyal girlfriend vs 100 ho's

So i saw this picture posted on facebook today by this stripper/gogo dancer/model i used to fuck for a few months. it already has 30 likes and some shares after just being posted. everyone agrees and likes it lol. i FULLY DISAGREE.

i was talking to jake about this topic on the phone last night for a while. i told him that i fucked my old 9.5 fuck buddy yesterday and how she had pushed so hard to make me her boyfriend and to get married. he raised the question of whether or not i would ever get a girlfriend. he wondered if i would lock down to a super hot and super cool girl. the answer is NO. no matter how cool a chick is, once your game is super tight, it is TORTURE to be in a committed relationship, unable to hit on any girls. It's like if Kobe Bryant was walking around a bunch of amateur basketball games where anyone could enter and win large sums of money -- BUT WASN'T ALLOWED TO PLAY. the last few relationships i've had since i've learned about game have been very trying on my mind. i feel very restricted. imagine going out into the club and NOT OPENING, NOT FLIRTING, NOT TRYING TO PULL, NOT RUNNING SETS.......seeing all the stunners and knowing you could get them is really really torturous.

now that's only part of the equation. the other part is that it is awesome to have a whole set of:
-different body types
-different personalities
-different intelligences
-different interests
-etc.

some girls on my rotation like to watch movies and stay inside, some like to go out and party, some like to have tons of awesome sex, some like to discuss intellectual things, etc. all of this together creates a conglomerate super girlfriend...aka they all complement and supplement each other nicely.

lastly, you can have those intimate/passionate/emotional connections with the main girls in your rotation. i usually have it set up so that the main girls in my rotation are monogomous to me and it's essentially like a relationship with them (although not official). i just don't mention my other girls and it's not official so they're not getting cheated on. i also stress that i dont want things to get real serious.

so 100 ho's is better because:
-you are not tied down and therefore are not tortured by all the sets you can't open and other hot girls that you cant fuck that you know you could
-you get a lot of variety and it makes a conglomerate super girlfriend (you can keep adding and subtracting to this variety too as girls come in and out of the fold)
-you can still have that emotional connection with the top ones on your rotation. these are the ones that i spend the most time with and do bf/gf type shit with. you don't have to lock down to 1 person to get these nice feelings

*Great Post* My plan to become OUTCOME INDEPENDENT and DETACHED

[I'm adding this little note at the top after I've typed out this whole post. this might be one of my most valuable posts yet....it's a long one but definitely worth reading. i had some good revelations and epiphanies while typing all this shit out. i was a butthurt faggot today but i learned a valuable lesson. NOTE THAT ALL THIS ADVICE APPLIES TO EVERY AREA OF LIFE AND NOT JUST GAME...success, happiness, skill in whatever area, etc]

Let me start off with an email i received from simon:

"yo my bad I'm like ridiculously busy its insane. This past weekend was real good. Saturday night was fuckin killer. state was so ridiculous like Julien "I'm fucking God" state lol. at one point I stopped approaching because every chick was opening me wanting it so bad. NO JOKE.  Took home the bartender cuz she was smokin. Ive really taken my  shit to another level. Diet is insane and I started meditating. ** The meditation is so key. My game has skyrocketed since I started doing it. It really helps you stop caring about shit for real. My line of thought has changed a lot. Maybe I'm crazy. I'm literally starting to think I have superpowers. Like I just walk in a room and I think everyone is a piece of shit and I'm awesome. Everytime I go out and approach I litterally feel like I am making history and building up toward something great.

 

- Talk to you soon 

 

Simon"


i have been experiencing the same type of shit lately. i feel godlike in the venues and i feel like i can attract girls in extreme ways just by looking at them as i walk through the venue. i'd like to explore this "alpha radiation" phenomenon further. i've literally gotten instant makeouts just from the girl going "anime eyes" or "doggy-dinner bowl look" just from seeing me. there must be some sort of evolutionary thing going on in the mind of the tribal leader that he can blast value out in all directions completely through subtext and behavior. a lot of it is obviously in the eyes. the tractor beam icy eyes. anyways, this isn't the topic of this post...but glad to see that simon and i are at gangster pimp status and probably on the level (if not arguably HIGHER THAN) some of the RSD instructors and top PUA's out there. that seems like a bold statement but i know for a fact that i'm outpacing jeffy and he's one of the only ones dealing with large volumes and getting large amounts of lays. this doesn't necessarily make me better but i'm competing at that level. i hope to surpass ALL the RSD instructors within the next 3-5 years.

on to the other part of simon's email -- indifference. Simon says (haha, "simon says")  "The meditation is so key. My game has skyrocketed since I started doing it. It really helps you stop caring about shit for real."

I talked to Simon on the phone tonight and he says that he just sits in silence for 20 minutes a day and tries to think about nothing. He recommends watching the Tyler video about meditation. He says that it didn't start working (actually being able to think about nothing or any mindsets changing) until after about 5 days of this. So meditation is going to be a new big part of my plan towards indifference.

Now, let me provide a quote from Jeffy in his response to one of my posts:
"You are relatively new at this even with the high numbers, and so you still have that twinge of outcome dependence. Hitting up all these girls is very emotionally taxing, to be honest it HAS TO BE in a sense if you want to be effective, because the game is ALL ABOUT EMOTIONS. So in each interaction I feel things very deeply... when it doesn't work out, I'm upset. But I've also developed the ability to DROP SHIT LIKE A HOT ROCK IN A SECOND and I GET OVER IT EXTREMELY QUICKLY. So, yes, in the moment I'm right there totally emotionally present, but the SECOND I feel she's not gonna be compliant she's done. Eliminated. This is the true beauty of working volume... true abundance and thus complete outcome independence. Of course as we all know this has the somewhat paradoxical effect of causing the girls to become more attracted... not giving a fuck subcommunicates options which suggests pre selection high value yadda yadda yadda."

This is beautiful advice. Reread this Jeffy quote a few more times. Volume gives you a constant source of new girls. A constant source of new girls allows you to drop non-compliant girls. Dropping them and NOT CARING and NOT GIVING A FUCK leads to subcommunicating value and options. So bottom line -- INDIFFERENCE CULTIVATES ABUNDANCE, VALUE, SUCCESS, ETC. What did I do today when I was deflated? I started going into my ballistic OCD text frenzy and was sending multiple texts to girls if they weren't replying, i was being pushy for meetups, i was coming from a needy and scarcity frame, etc. And how did the girls respond? HORRIBLY. I was subcommunicating NO OPTIONS even though I have plenty. I was making things a BIG DEAL. I was trying to FORCE THINGS to work. I was essentially what they call in the poker world, "on tilt". When a player loses a hand --especially one worth a lot of money (like this 9.5 18 yr old that i invested a lot of time/effort into), it can cause the emotions to be frazzled. This causes the player to try and force things to happen, to DEVIATE from the correct course of action, to play BADLY, and to LOSE MONEY. A big part of being a master expert poker player is to be able to deal with beats (loss) and "bad beats" (loss where you had a good chance of winning). Let's say that you have an 80% chance of winning a hand. You play it skillfully and you end up losing. That doesn't mean you did something wrong. A lot of times in this situation the player has the view that if only he could have gone back in time he wouldn't have made that bet because then he wouldn't have lost all that money. THIS IS ERRONEOUS THINKING. 4 out of 5 times that bet will be profitable. 4 out of 5 times he will WIN LOTS OF MONEY. When I texted Tyler Durden (Owen Cook) that I was crushing it, he said this in reply:
"SICK! it will come and go. dont get attached. just follow processes most likely to work and let it happen OR NOT -- either way is fine. it builds and builds over many years"

Reread that a few times now. "Let is happen OR NOT -- either way is fine"....aka let results just happen and don't get upset. "Just follow processes most likely to work" aka make the play that will get you results 4 out of 5 times. If you're playing bad poker or running bad game, then fix that...but DONT GET ATTACHED AND UPSET. Loss and mistakes need to be looked at in a POSITIVE and INDIFFERENT way. This brings me to my next point...

The game should be looked at as a role-playing game (RPG). In an RPG, you start off at level 0. That is, NO EXPERIENCE POINTS AND NO SKILLS. as you go out and battle monsters and foes, you level up. if you go off into an advanced world where there are level 20 monsters and you're only at level 3..you get crushed. this is equivalent in the pickup world of going after stunners and getting blown out. newbies or some of the young PUAs around here ask me "magic bullet" type questions that are essentially asking me, how can i fuck close hot girls like you do, how can i pull like you do, how can i persist and get success like you do, etc. with this RPG analogy, this is equivalent to asking, "how can i jump from level 3 to level 20". YOU CANT. PERIOD. guess what? JEFFY USED TO SUCK. WORSE THAN ALMOST EVERYONE HE CLAIMS. so did tyler. so did todd. ETC. THATS HOW IT FUCKING GOES. Jeffy didn't wake up one day and go slay a level 100 monster. he fucking grinded it out and let his brain form heuristics. but this journey is what makes the game so fucking fun. if you could go and slay level 100 monsters with no effort and no time invested what would be the fucking point of playing. those level 100 monsters are so desirable to be defeated (and 10's so desirable to be fucked) because MOST PLAYERS CANT DEFEAT THEM and MOST DUDES CANT FUCK 10's. yes, 10's also are just fucking great for our attraction circuits...and yes i would have liked to just fuck 10's all the time up front without putting in the experience...lol....BUT it doesn't work this way...so you have to fucking PLAY THE GAME.

Now....looking at it from the point of view of the RPG analogy, let's say you play the RPG game all week and get your ass whooped by tons of monsters. THIS IS ACTUALLY A GOOD THING. let's say you start off on level 3 and by the end of the week you are on level 5. if you had NOT PLAYED AT ALL, you'd still be on level 3. so, losing was GOOD and will lead to future SUCCESS. i don't regularly land 8's, 9's and 10's by winning 100% of the time i've been involved in game. i often think nowadays that i had to go through a LOT OF FUCKING DEFEAT and HARDSHIP to be able to land these hotties so easily. lots of girls i fuck these days are cheerleaders, models, hired guns (bartenders, shot girls, strippers..girls hired for their beauty), promo girls, etc. The CREAM of the FUCKING CROP. i'm going out with a blonde model on wednesday night who is actually really intellectual. when i was a CHODE with NO GAME, i HAD EFFECTIVELY NO CHANCE WHATSOEVER of attracting these girls, keeping their attention, having them chase me, etc. LET ALONE HAVING THEM WANT TO FUCK ME!!!!! so let's look at why lots of guys fail. they start at level 1 or 2 and maybe try to take down someone way out of their league or do something way out of their current skill level. the stunner rejects them and they get butthurt and act like a fag and they are negatively reinforced to not try that move again. getting blown out, rejected, flaked on, etc FUCKING BLOWS but that's the ONLY WAY you can become a FUCKING GANGSTER PIMP. and anything that's awesome and worth having requires a lot of work and effort. i LOVE picking up girls and playing the game. tyler says to focus on the JOURNEY. here are his wise words again:
"it will come and go. dont get attached. just follow processes most likely to work and let it happen OR NOT -- either way is fine. it builds and builds over many years"

so if a player in an RPG game gets his ass whooped all week, he should be fucking happy. he is leveling up and going through a rite of passage to fucking DESTROY later on. and he is going to get big wins too. processes "most likely to work" in the RPG world would be equivalent to strategy guides or talking with other players or something. the point is -- every piece of game practiced is a SUCCESS. did you go out? yes? THEN YOU FUCKING GOT BETTER. there's way too many nights that i am at a diner or back home with some fellow PUA's and i'm thinking...SON OF A FUCKING BITCH...why are there guys with no game fucking hotties right now and we're all sitting here like a bunch of fucking chode losers. THIS IS RETARDED THINKING. what non-PUA's are doing 1% of the cool shit i'm doing every fucking week in field, on dates, through text, in my bed, etc. No top poker pro gets 1st place or in the top 10 finish EVERY FUCKING TIME. does this make him a fag? does this make him a bad player? no, he's STILL A FUCKING BOSS. he's in full abundance with money and can crush it in the long-run. he doesn't care about THIS PARTICULAR TOURNAMENT or THIS PARTICULAR MONTH of success. similarly, the PUA shouldn't EVER care about a PARTICULAR NIGHT OUT or success/failure with a PARTICULAR GIRL or a PARTICULAR WEEK. Let's break down tyler's wisdom:
IT WILL COME AND IT WILL GO = YOU WILL WIN AND YOU WILL LOSE.
DON'T GET ATTACHED = NEVER GIVE A FUCK ABOUT OUTCOME
FOLLOW PROCESSES MOST LIKELY TO WORK = RUN SOLID GAME (this is accomplished through RSD nation, experience, videos, talking with other PUA's, etc)
LET IT HAPPEN OR NOT -- EITHER WAY IS FINE = IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU WIN OR LOSE. YOU ARE PLAYING A GAME AND BUILDING EXP POINTS JUST LIKE IN AN RPG GAME. WINNING A BATTLE OR LOSING A BATTLE BOTH BUILD EXP POINTS AND TURN YOU INTO A TOTAL FUCKING GANGSTER PIMP ICY BEAST MASTER (LOL).
IT BUILDS AND BUILDS OVER MANY YEARS = YOU GAIN EXP POINTS AND LEVEL UP AS THE MONTHS AND YEARS GO BY. THIS MEANS THAT YOU FUCK HOTTER AND HOTTER GIRLS AND FUCK GIRLS MORE FREQUENTLY. IT MEANS THAT YOU PACK MORE POWER IN SET. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET MORE MAKEOUTS. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET MORE PULLS AND THAT YOUR ABILITY TO PULL GETS WAY BETTER. IT MEANS THAT YOU HOOK SETS QUICKER AND MORE SOLIDLY. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET LESS FLAKES. IT MEANS THAT YOU DO CRAZIER SHIT LIKE HAVE THREESOMES AND FUCK GIRLS WHILE PRETENDING TO BE GAY (BOOM). IT MEANS THAT YOU START TO MICRO-CALIBRATE LIKE AN AUTOMATIC MACHINE. IT MEANS THAT YOU BECOME MORE AND MORE SELF-AMUSING. IT MEANS THAT YOU BECOME LESS REACTIVE AND SEEK LESS REACTION. IT MEANS THAT YOU CAN DEAL WITH OBSTACLES AND INTERRUPTS BETTER. IT MEANS THAT YOU CAN HANDLE LOGISTICS AND OBJECTIONS BETTER. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET A BIGGER AND HOTTER ROTATION OF FUCK BUDDIES. IT MEANS THAT YOU BECOME HIGHER VALUE. IT MEANS THAT YOU RADIANT MORE OF THAT GOLDEN ALPHA ENERGY. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET HAPPIER. IT MEANS THAT YOU GET MORE INVESTMENT AND COMPLIANCE. AND ON AND ON!!!!!!!

So, to recap:
1. Medidate 20 minutes a day (Simon)
2. DO NOT GIVE A FUCK. Develop the ability to DROP SHIT LIKE A HOT ROCK IN A SECOND as SOON AS YOU FEEL SHE WON'T BE COMPLIANT and GET OVER IT EXTREMELY QUICKLY. This comes from having new leads always coming in and being in abundance. This paradoxically gets you girls because of subcommunicating options/preselection/hig value. (Jeffy)
3. View game as building of EXP points -- therefore you are always WINNING even when you are "lose" a particular girl, get blown out, get rejected, don't pull on a given night, fuck up for a whole week, or whatever. WHO CARES. you are LEVELING UP to BECOME A MASTER.

So what else? Tyler and Jeffy recommend reading Bhagavad Gita to cultivate an indifferent attitude. From my Jeffy Show 1 notes, this is what this book teaches you:

"how can you eliminate this attachment. What it comes down to is grasping your inner uniqueness. You have a self that is not subject to change. You become immune to change. Unfearful of challenge…you’re not better or worse than anyone.

You want to become a unique fixed point in the universe which is independent of success or failure. It’s not swayed by your emotions or external events. That’s what you want to strive for."

I also want to read another book Tyler recommended to me on bootcamp: The Talent Code. This book covers the following (from a review on amazon):

1) Deep practice. Practice is important to world-class performance. I guess everyone knew that already, huh? Well, sometimes, it doesn't hurt to remind everyone of the obvious. What might be a little more helpful is the understanding of "how" to practice. What constitutes "deep practice"? This is the kind of practice that separates the great from the not-so-great.

The understanding of "deep practice" involves an understanding of a substance called "myelin". Myelin is the insulation that wraps around nerve fibers. According to Coyle, myelin turns out to be a very big deal in the development of skill. Myelin is increased through deep practice and, in turn, increased myelin affects the signal strength, speed and accuracy of the electric signals traveling through nerve fibers. This increase of myelin and its effect on neurons has more to do with skill development than had previously been realized.

2) Ignition. If a person is going to invest the amount of time and passion and concentrated, difficult practice that produces high-level skill, that person will have to be deeply motivated. This is the aspect of skill development that Coyle refers to as "ignition". Coyle writes, "Where deep practice is a cool, conscious act, ignition is a hot, mysterious burst, an awakening." This deep passion is a necessary part of the attainment of great skill.

3) Master coaching. World class talent requires help and feedback and guidance from disciplined, committed, coaches. Think of this as the wise, older sage who can tell the student what he can't tell himself. The development of great skill seems to require the help of people who have the ability to grow talent in others.

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I have done a lot of reading on health and biology and know a bunch about myelin. if myelin is a "very big deal in development of skill" then we should be doing things to increase our myelin. doing a google search about how to build myelin revealed this interesting post.

I am a huge fan of supplements and it looks like there is a regimen aimed at building myelin. i will write another post about that in the next week or so after i've done more research. i am going to actively take supplements to grow myelin and therefore increase my rate of skill development. it's interesting to note that on that post it says that juggling increases myelin. i was in a juggling club for 2 years and used to practice it 4 hours a day. i would recommend that as a hobby for aspiring PUAs who are reading this blog (SERIOUSLY lol). i had read that juggling is terrific for building brain power. i can juggle 3, 4, and 5 balls as well as juggle clubs and do tons of tricks. i did it for 2 hours 2 nights a week. they told me it'd take a year minimum to learn how to juggle 5 balls. i learned it in 2 months. i challenge someone to try and beat that. 

i just ordered "Talent Code" but it looks like the formula is to practice in the "right way" (deep practice) through applying what Tyler called "best practices", have a DRIVE and be DEEPLY MOTIVATED (the ignition component), and have master coaching -- RSD instructors, vids, forums, and let's not forget yours truly lol ;) oh and build myelin through juggling and taking a bunch of supplements. fuck ya.

ok that's all for now. i go on travel thursday for 3.5 weeks. i get to watch my best friend drop out of the game permanently to get married this weekend. he's very happy so i'm very happy for him. i've unfortunately gotten too good at the game to ever get married. it's like being too smart and thinking too much about religion and never being able to believe in god again. player for life. while on travel, i'm going to be reading bhagavad gita, talent code, researching myelin supplementation, meditating, training myself to not give a fuck due to constant leads coming in (and not wanting non-compliant girls anyways), and training myself to see the game as an RPG experience builder with leveling up. 

i hope to be VASTLY more indifferent and outcome independent upon my return. if this problem still exists in a couple months i will seek out additional resources (probably from eastern philosophy) to fix it. this will help another major area of my life -- my OCD and obsessive dwelling on negative shit. those of you who know me know that one bad thing happening to me or something going wrong can FUCK UP my whole day or night or whatever. i'll repeat the same thing to people 100 times kind of in disbelief and extreme regret to the point of annoying others and myself. for those of you who i've annoyed with this type of repetitive talk, imagine how it is in my head. meditation and attitude adjustment should do wonders to help me here. i have a lot going for myself and there's no reason to get bogged down in all the negativity. by attaching my emotions to outcome, i basically give up control of my happiness and positive state. it is like tossing your emotions onto a long, expansive rollercoaster. ups and downs out of nowhere. blown state, shitty mood, etc. i'd like to put an end to all that shit. i'd like to be at the diner smiling with my EXP gain even if i was told to fuck off 50 times. i'd like to be able to close my eyes and return to a place of inner calm and peace. that sounds totally fucking gay but i'm curious what that's like. after all, events are not intrinsically GOOD or BAD or HAPPY or SAD....it's all about our INTERPRETATION of them. i don't want to be numb, i just want to treat bad things that happen to me like Tyler does....his analogy during bootcamp was that if he saw a cockroach on the street, he acknowledges that it's there but he just thinks, whatever...who fucking cares. an unpleasant thing can be ignored and leave the individual unaffected.

fuck ya. awesome post. bedtime. hope this helps a lot of you. helped me a lot to write it. feel free to leave some fucking comments as i know a bunch of you are reading this shit and not commenting. i'm devoting a bunch of time to this so feel free to jump in on the discussion. that goes for any post.

rock 'n roll.

Feeling some slight deflation...need to learn INDIFFERENCE

I am coming off some of the best weeks of pickup of my life. doing amazing things in field, fucking lots of new girls, pulling girls, moving girls, making out all over, etc.

Despite all this, I feel a little deflated today. I am leaving town on Thursday for 3.5 weeks so I had stacked Mon/Tues/Wed with dates. I just fuck closed #120 last night (Sun night) and I've been doing really well so I shouldn't be feeling deflated at all.

The reason that I AM feeling this way is because i had a daytime day 2 flake today and my night time day 2 got rescheduled. the nighttime reschedule is with a blonde model who is real smart and it's def a solid reschedule for wed night (had to cancel my original wed night plans). i also have a hottie confirmed for tues night and that was a very solid confirm for today. and the reschedule reason for the date being cancelled tonight (mon night) seemed very true -- she claimed a last minute group project get together was scheduled and she couldn't skip it. we texted the rest of the day very flirty so she def is still very on and the reschedule for wed is very solid. she seems like a really fucking awesome girl (on top of being hot). DESPITE still having hotties scheduled for tues and wed night and also TWO tuesday daytime slots, a latenight wed spot, and a tentative late night tuesday spot, I am deflated and sad. Those of you that know me know that one disappointment can shatter me. THIS IS WHY I NEED TO READ Bhagavad Gita and other books about indifference ASAP.

Let's get into the one disappointment....there was this 18 year old that has a bf that i was gaming up for 3 weeks. she was being flirty and openly sexual at times. lots of smileys, exclamation points, etc. i got her to agree to come drink with me on my balcony outside my room and not bring her bf and she was gonna wear a bikini and shit. she bailed at the very last minute even though it seemed super on. i burned it to the ground but it was so on that it really got to me. then my blonde model for the day 2 at night rescheduled for wednesday. it turned out to be a very solid reschedule (we text flirted the rest of the afternoon) but it added to the annoyance. then i set up a fuck buddy for 4 pm who ended up flaking..then i set up a day 2 for 10:30 and that flaked out too. i was in this ballistic OCD scarcity text frenzy coming across super needy and butthurt to girls. this kind of behavior NEEDS TO STOP ASAP.

let's look at things logically: i have been CRUSHING IT lately and doing better than ever before. what i was attempting with the meetup with the 18 year old with a boyfriend was an extremely difficult and advanced pickup with low risk of success. i shouldn't totally deflate when it doesn't come through. i should PRAISE MYSELF for getting as far as i did. either way, WHO GIVES A FUCK. then the night time reschedule turned out to be a legitimate last minute conflict that arose. i still have the day 2 with the model on wednesday night and i confirmed my day 2 for tues night with another hottie. i'm going to see my old 9.5 fuck buddy in the morning, then i have 2 other fuck buddies coming over in afternoon slots before my day 2 at night. then i have a tentative day 2 for a late night slot tomorrow. I HAVE NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. i need to become IMMUNE to shit like this.

this is actually perfect timing since i'm going out of town for 3.5 weeks. i'm going to outline my plan in my next post.

Upcoming Travel

9/20 - 9/23: back home for best friend's wedding
9/24-9/28: meetings in Raleigh, NC for work
9/28-9/30: back in philly for the weekend
9/31-10/4: meetings in Raleigh, NC for work
10/5-10/12: Beijing, China for user testing for work

then 10/14 is my 29th birthday!

first of all it sucks that my rotation and new girls i'm working are going to take a big hit with all that time away. but, i am going to take that time to really push the "learning" side of my game. i still need to finish watching jeffy show and jeffy show 2. i'm going to read books on indifference like the Bhagavad Gita.

also, during this time away, i'm also going to identify remaining weak areas in my game. i plan on setting up another call with jeffy to address these.

and i have a kickass bachelor party planned for my best friend which i'm excited about. can't post details on here because he might see but it involves recruiting a 10 i gamed up when i was back home last christmas...and shes bringing friends ;)

did i mention i LOVE THE GAME.

Fuck Closed #120 and my day 2 structure

Had a day 2 last night with a black chick with a tongue ring and a monroe piercing. she is a shot girl and bud light promo girl. pretty standard day 2 with f close.

ran her through the typical structure of my day 2:
1. have her come to my house because there's a margherita place a block away that we can walk to
2. show her the tour of my house but only stay for above 5 minutes (so the girl is comfortable coming back
3. walk to the margherita place
4. get a couple drinks each and sometimes some light food
5. tell her about my life and find out about hers (david deangelo's "be interested and interesting")
6. make statements of sexual intent when possible. this can be twisting statements she makes into something sexual or it can be letting the conversation take the path like "ooo look at what you're doing to that straw" or "you look like the kind of girl that likes her hair pulled during sex". these statements don't come out of nowhere (that'd be weird/creepy for the girl) but when opportunities come up i will make them. if the girl reacts positively i'll push it further (again, not to a creepy level). if she reacts negatively i'll emphasize it was a joke and laugh it off and cut that thread. i like to get her complying with these statements of sexual intent so there are less barriers to cross once we're back home.
7. After about an hour i say let's get out of here and i ask for the check. I used to split the bill with them but now i just ask them to pay for the tip. bill is usually around 35-40 but thats covering my dinner too and getting us both pretty tipsy so whatever.
8. on the walk back i always hold hands and/or link arms.
9. as we are passing around the corner to go back to my house (and out of sight of most of the people around that area) i push her up against this brick wall (same spot every time) and start making out with her. i am the one that stops it rather than letting her stop it. then continue walking back home and holding hands.
10. once home i'll offer her a drink and say "let's go hang out on my roofdeck (balcony)" which is just outside my bedroom
11. i'll put some music on in my room and get into the making out out on the roofdeck or right in my room then get her onto the bed.
12. i tell them a lot of times that i like to be teased all around my upper legs and i'll take my belt off and undo my pants so they have easier access. so they're basically rubbing their hand all around my dick but not touching it (although my boner is hitting the back of their hands). i tell them to keep going and tell them how good it feels.
13. meanwhile i'll be rubbing the inside of her thighs and hitting her clit with the back of my hand. eventually she gets horny enough that she starts grabbing my dick so then i undo her pants and go to fingering and playing with her clit. i get the rest of our clothes off as i turn her on more and more with fingering/clit play and i have the condom on hand from my pants pocket.
14. usually we start fucking right here and i fuck her in a whole bunch of positions
15. if she resists i'll turn her on a bit more maybe by going down on her or fingering her some more. usually she gets horny enough to want to fuck.
16. if she says that it's too soon because she just met me and she never does things like this, i say that i never do either but i felt such a special connection at dinner with her and i say, "i know we're going to start having sex all the time so we may as well see how good it is now". i will also talk her through buyer's remorse (to pre-empt it) by saying i can understand that she doesn't want to feel slutty about giving it up too soon but (A) she's CLEARLY not a slut since she doesn't usually do that and (B) this isn't just some cheap one-night stand where she won't see me again. this is what i call importing comfort and security on credit ;)
17. i fuck them in tons of positions and give them tons of orgasms then make them finish me with a blowjob.

they usually tell me it's the best sex they've ever had and blah blah blah blah. aka they'll be back for more.

this day 2 structure works very very well for me. sometimes i run into a girl that has a rule about not kissing on a first date or just really doesn't want to fuck yet. if i can sense that pushing hard for a fuck is going to make her go cold, i will tell her that "i really respect that about her and that if she had wanted to have sex with me on the first date that i would have seen her as a slut and not called her any more. (basically just reinforcing her principles for her). but then i'll push hard on the day 3 to fuck.

have 2 stunner models coming over today (afternoon slot and night slot). pretty pumped.

# of girls fucked over time

here is the chart of the number of gir's i've fucked over time

2007 - 2011 i had a 1 year relationship and a 1.5 year relationship. if this graph is viewed like a stock..there is obviously NO REASON to sell (get a gf or get married). i am an appreciating asset. my progress is getting monstrous.

Friday night out

Jake and TJ are coming to pick me up so I don't have much time to make this post. i pulled a moving set off the street and got them to come to a venue with me.

i am getting reallllly good at getting compliance through micro-calibration and julien-style short-circuiting. 

i typically use the "2 seconds 2 seconds 2 seconds" and just BEAST THE FUCK out of the frame control. like 100% congruence on imposing my frame on them and then just powering through it in a non-needy way.  

one of the girls goes to upenn and is super smart. fuck..jake and TJ are here and i have to let them in. here was the highlight of my night...closing this chick:
2nd from the left

she is really smart and also super hot. she texted me tonight that she can't wait for our date on monday night where we're going to talk intellectual things and get margheritas.

one last thing -- going out of town for about 3.5 weeks starting on thursday due to best friend's wedding and work travel...going to spend a lot of that time reading up on indifference and watching vids and planning out my next goals. i'm on a big run lately and my skills are getting super tight.

very excited for the future.

Fuck Closed #119 by pretending to be gay

So this is funny as fuck....i fucked this hot 18 year old indian chick by pretending to be gay. shes goign to be a fuck buddy and she still thinks i'm gay lol. anyways...i go out with rob on thursday and we tore it up. we get incredibly self-amusing together. rob is a great guy and really fuckin hilarious. we build off each other's jokes and energy in the night and it really gives off the self-amusing, i don't give a fuck vibe. we do and say things just because they're funny and it shows that we're real centered in our own realities. the other cool thing is that blowouts and rejections mean nothing to us because we're still having a blast either way. we consistently do very well but it would still be fun regardless cuz we're drinking beers and fucking with all these girls.

without getting into all the details prior to the pull/fuck-close, rob and i hit a few venues and closed about 4 girls each. one of mine is a sex therapist. i # closed these 2 hot tall chicks that i took a picture with. another interesting situation was a girl i was vibing hard with refused to give me her #. she said she never gives her # out, EVER. so i closed her through her close friend when her close friend was isolated away from the group. i said, hey i totally forgot to get your friend's # and i have to go because my friends are waiting...she had said she really wanted to meet up! blah blah blah. done. and the friend who "doesn't give her #" is responding to my texts lol. try this sometime...i'll even overhear #'s being given out and save them. but it's fun to get them through a friend. i did that this one other time that a girl was already taken for the night but was with a guy who was leaving for europe in a week. i # closed it through a friend then convinced her that we met and had an awesome convo and busted on her for not remembering.

anyways, with this particular situation..it was about 2 am and rob really needed to be home because he had to be up at 6. we were about to part ways but we see this hot indian chick coming down the street and i was like, last one last one..promiseee. haha. i open her with "your lipstick is smeared" then go to makeout with her. she stops me and says that she cant kiss me. i dont know why i said this but i was like, i'm gay and we're having a spontaneous night so i've always wondered what it's like to kiss a girl. rob pretended to be bi. she felt safe. we plowed and got her to agree to let us come back to her place. at her place we were just self-amusing..i told her i get offended by the word "fag", i bullshitted around about fashion and other dumb shit. she said that if we had been straight she never would have let us come back because she gets hit on all the time. there was a million funny things that were said and happened but i dont even remember at this point and have to go out soon. anyways we both madeout with her and felt her tits and shit and any time she gave negative compliance i would pull the gay card to get compliance..it was actually really fucking awesome. she said at times, "i feel like you're hitting on me" or other shit like that. i would be like, this is so weird for me! i'm gay! why would i be hitting on you!! (etc). i also got compliance with the "it's our night of spontaneity" bit. this was made up on the fly but i'm definitely going to use it again. i think that was one of the things that got her to go home with us. i was like c'mon we're being super spontaneous tonight and when we wake up tomorrow it's back to boring lives and no spontaneity, help us make this one night more memorable, etc. rob had to roll off around 2:30 or 3 because he had to work at 6. i ended up cuddling with her naked and having her grab my boner. i told her that i had a boner just because my brain was tricked about her ass looking like a male ass lol. i told her that when she grabbed my dick it didn't turn me on whatsoever. we had a really long and awesome makeout session and she said that i seemed to be getting really into it. i told her that my brain didn't know the difference between her lips and male lips haha. i ended up fingering her and fucking the living daylights out of her. then i brought her back to my place to sleep over. we slept from like 6-8 am then i had a meeting. then i fucked her all day. she still thinks i'm gay. as a bonus, she is really into cognitive science and neuroscience which are two of my favorite topics. we have a date for tuesday to go shopping (lol) and then go back to my jacuzzi and i'll probably fuck her a bunch more. she had only fucked 3 guys before since she's 18. she said the guys busted quick and only fucked her missionary. i fucked her in like 20 positions and gave her tons of orgasms. she was in heaven and wants much more.

she teased me for taking my "girl virginity". you were 119 bitch. and i'm an MPUA. not a fag.

Major Advanced Shit sarging with Rob/Jake/Zach

So on Wednesday night I did some pretty awesome shit. here's the highlights:
-opened a set with 2 girls and a guy where the guy was a chode in a tie. hooked the chode then when he went to buy the girls beers i literally did like a basketball style boxout and game up the blonde and got some kisses in with her. he rolled off. meanwhile rob and other buddies were laughing their ass off.
-rob and i opened a moving set going in the opposite direction of us on the street, stopped them then proceeded to bring them to the bar we were going to and game them up for an hour
-i generated compliance for a girl zach was gaming by just short-circuiting and micro-calibrating her when i would tell her to kiss him and she'd say no. came up with a game that the loser of the staring contest had to kiss the other

we ended up hitting another bar around 1:30 and i danced with a few girls and got their #'s. we hit an afterclub and was dancing for a bit with a real hottie but she got pissed that i wouldn't buy her a drink. whatever. 10 minutes left to go in the night and i see a 9 and go dance with her. i pull her out of there and into a cab away from her friends. the whole way back shes talking about sucking me off and fucking my brains out. i was on a run of fucking 5 new girls in 7 days so this would have made 6 new ones in 8 days.

so we get back to my place and shes all horny and shit and she wants to have a drink together. she has me take my shirt off and she sees these dog tags i'm wearing. she asks where the fuck i got them from and i told her from a battleship electronic music party (which was true). she accuses me of lying and say her dad died in the navy and basically goes all ape shit and calls her friend for a ride and i miss out on all action. i tell her i used to work on defense contracts for the navy and she thinks that is bullshit too...i offer to show her awards and proof and she doesn't want to see it. she progressively flipped out more and more. fucking gay. but, no way i could have circumvented that shit and i got an end of the night pull so fuck it. i'm still the man.

Fuck closed #118 (..continued)

There's so much fucking shit i have been meaning to post up here. this week has been totally insane. i've been stacking multiple dates per day and then sarging afterwards and pulling and collecting more numbers to stack the rest of the week and into next week even further.

one thing is certain: my skill level has skyrocked in the past couple weeks. i've been unstoppable. i'm trying to figure out what it is that clicked. here's some factors i've been considering:
-watching part of the jeffy show
-the spears brothers moving to town and winging me
-being incredibly more self-amusing and not giving a fuck when sarging
-feeling incredibly entitled more than ever before possibly from all my recent success and things like this blog (awesome...because this blog is helping my inner game and mindset a lot)
-maybe just fucking "leveling up" from all the mass experience and learning i've been doing since bootcamp
-who the fuck knows what else haha...but i fuckin love it

so to summarize the end of tuesday night...i went and met up with those 3 girls with jake and zach. grinded all over mine and didn't get compliance on the kiss so went and met up with the girl from atlantic city for what effectively was a day 3. she felt buyers remorse from hooking up with me the night before that on our day 2. i talked her through buyers remorse as cognitive dissonance and escalated/micro-calibrated and fucked her. a lot. then more the next day. anyways, theres so many other adventures that i want to talk about right now before a day 2 arrives that i need to get on to the next post.

Fuck Closed #118 and awesome day 2 (with no fuck)

So last night I went out with this 5'10 Croatian chick who studied pre-med. She works out 4 hours a day so she's got a pretty sexy body and super alluring eyes. As we got into talking during the date, I found out that she's really into and knowledgeable about some of my favorite topics -- philosophy, technological progress (specifically, the technological singularity), nanotechnology, cognitive science, neuroscience, and psychology. So we actually had an amazing intellectual conversation full of substance. She commented on the fact that she has noticed that most American girls aren't into intellectual things (I fully agree). We hypothesized that this could be due, in part, to the fact that being smart isn't "cool" in America. There are negative social repercussions to engaging in intellectual or "nerdy" things. I saw this firsthand in 9th grade when the hot girls dropped out of Orchestra (I played the violin) and Math League. They hung out with the kids who skipped class and underachieved. Sad. When I was living in England I met plenty of very attractive intellectual girls and was very shocked. Different cultures, different attitudes. Anyways, we had a great conversation, I did my pound her against the wall makeout shit on the walk back. She came back up to my room when we got back. Lots of heavy making out but she was very resistant to going any further. So what, she's not a slut. One thing that made me feel slightly bad (and I rarely feel bad) was that she kept telling me how I didn't seem like an asshole like all the other guys she dates who "just want her for her body". I added to her wrong hypothesis and strengthened the dichotomy further by telling her that I was really into her because of her mind.....partially true ;) Little does she know...lol

She had to be back to pick up her mom (she lives a half hour away and I had picked her up because she didn't have the car for that particular night). She promised me if we left that she'd "reward me" in the car. I took this to mean a handjob and i was right. She got right to it in the car. I pulled it out after a little bit despite her objections and made her jerk me off the whole way home while i felt her tits up. Then I made her finish me (i took off my shirt to catch the jizz) shortly before I dropped her off. She told me that she wants to come back on Sunday and go in my Jacuzzi with me (the one in my bathroom -- not the hot tub in the basement). I told her that we'd get a bottle of wine and light the candles around the jacuzzi and talk philosophy and science. She's going to read a book she borrowed from me between now and Sunday called Synaptic Self. This book was super interesting and paints a picture that our "soul" or "self" is just an illusion and "we" are currently our current synaptic configuration which is altered constantly by experience and constrained by genetics. Anyways...I'll probably F-close on Sunday....but if not, whatever. I actually really enjoy talking with this girl and I'm willing to wait if she's not ready to fuck me on Sunday. She already showed buyer's remorse from the handjob. I texted her after the date saying, "did you enjoy getting me all worked up in the car?". She said "yes and no lol. i don't like going that far that soon". This is fine. It's not all about the super quick lay. Some girls just genuinely aren't whores and LMR busting tactics sometimes just WONT work.....and if they do you're going to make the girl feel horrible about herself and ruin the whole interaction (and all potential for future sex). I explained to her that what she was feeling was cognitive dissonance (which is what buyer's remorse is after all) and that she doesn't want to think of herself as a slut. I told her the good thing is that she's clearly NOT a slut and therefore doesn't need to feel bad. I told her, furthermore, that she would be seeing me many more times so she'll get the comfort built up that she needs and that it's all good. This made her happy. It's good to be real and straight up with a chick. Lots of chicks say they feel really comfortable around me. It's because I'm real with them.

After the day 2 I met up with Jake and Zach, my favorite spears. haaha. We were going to sarge University City which is uncharted territory for me but something interesting happened. I got a text from a girl I hooked up with about a year ago but never F-closed that had went cold into the dead zone. She was in Philly with 2 girls and was looking for a cool place to go. Since me and the Spears bros made 3 also, we met up with them. Just before going out, I got hit up by the girl from my 2nd day 2 the other night (mentioned in this post of mine). She was still in town from Atlantic City. --FUCK...my day 2 for 7 pm just arrived just now and is waiting outside my house. I will continue this post in a separate post as soon as I can.

To be continued......

PS - #118 turned out to be the Atlantic City girl....closed it out on what was basically a day 3. She said she had never had a one night stand before so i told her she must come back much more for repeats. She agreed.

oh, and also very pumped to sarge with Rob tonight in center city..hes been away for funerals and other shit.

PSS - i've fucked 5 girls in the past 7 days. if this day 2 goes off tonight, it could be 6 for 8

Dramatic Improvement Noticed Recently

I fucked 4 new girls this past week. Tues, Thurs, Sat, Mon. A couple weeks ago I fucked 4 new girls across a span of 5 days (Fri, Sat, Mon, Tues).

My rate of fucking is increasing. The quality of the girls continues to increase. The punch I'm packing in sets is being delivered much quicker and much more effectively. More sets are hooking. More sets are on. I'm pulling probably over 50% of the time I go out and my pulling skills are getting really good. I'm getting more makeouts. I'm getting much less flakes. Lots of girls are chasing me.

Jeffy says that if you look at the past week and recognize your best set...that will be your average set in 6 months. I am immersed in pickup learning, constantly sarging, constantly practicing text game, constantly going on day 2's, constantly practicing pulling, etc....and since i'm surrounded by a supportive group of local PUA's (and a broader group via the RSDN forums and RSD instructors)...therefore I think my average set and other aspects of game are DRAMATICALLY improving.

Very fucking excited about what the next year will bring.

Fuck Closed #117

As I mentioned in a different post on my blog, I had a night last week where I had a day 2 go bad and I was deflated. I went out and crushed it. One of the girls I went on a day 2 with last night was a girl I had met the night I went out last week and collected 9 numbers. It was her birthday on that night last week and I only ran her in set for like 2 minutes. She was being somewhat flaky with taking her sweet ass time to get back to my texts but I set the day 2 for last night (Monday night).

This girl turns out to be a cocktail waitress at a strip club, a UFC ring girl (holds up the signs), a model, a corona and budlight poster girl, has sang the national anthem during a phillies game, and knows a bunch of club owners (for DJ hookups for me). Turns out she has had 3 long relationships and has NEVER had a one night stand. She said she had only ever had sex with 3 dudes even though in her various jobs she's constantly getting hit on. I assumed off the bat that her sexual skills were going to be lacking due to this small number of partners....but turns out I was definitely wrong. Our conversation drifted sexual over drinks and she talked about how good she is at giving head, how tight her vagina is, how much she loves sex, etc. We started roleplaying our fantasies of what we would do to each other and it got pretty heavy. There was a lot of conspiracy element too because we were sitting outside the bar we went to and there were people walking by and other customers. So sometimes people would hear us say something real sexy.

This girl also turns out to be super cool. Super similar personality to mine. Ultra laidback, smart, lots of fun, spontaneous, says what's on her mind, etc. She wants to travel with me to China when I go for work in a few weeks....I'm getting put up in a luxury hotel so the trip would consist of tons of fucking and having a blast together in Beijing...would def beat being there alone...although i wanted to really crack down on pickup vids and posts while out there..I am sure I can still work that in in between fuck sessions.

Anyways, I figure I might get a bunch of LMR from her because despite our sexual talk, she was saying that she had never had a one night stand and that she's a good girl and how we're going to be good tonight and blah blah. I framed it like "oh yaaa sureeee ;)" on the surface and then kept up the banter about all the crazy sex things we wanted to do to each other and how good it would be. I also did something interesting....i made her qualify herself regarding sexual things. I told her that I hate bad kissers and will drop girls over that...and that I hoped she was good at sex since she had limited partners. This made her get all self conscious about possibly not being good due to enough exp (she ended up being awesome in bed though). I told her that I'd have to teach her a few things and rock her world, etc. She was also qualifying herself to me in other ways. She said, "I NEVER give out my number...i don't know how i had no problem giving it to you. We only talked for 2 minutes". I was like, so why do you think you did? She was like, well clearly you have tons of balls to come up to me how you did and act how you did when we talked and you carried yourself really well blah blah blah. Then she was like, "i think you're super hot". i took this to mean that the subtext/value i was communicating to her was making me the equivalent of a female stunner to her.

Towards the end of our margherita pitcher i started pushing for us to get the fuck out of there implying that i wanted things to go down very soon. i also pushed off my 2nd day 2 that was supposed to happen at 8:30...i told that girl i would text her when to leave (she was going to have to drive an hour from atlantic city).

On the walk back i did my typical shit of holding her hand and then did my slam against the brick wall makeout as soon as we turned the corner to head back to my house. once home, straight up to my room. makeout, escalate, blowjob, fingering, etc. Then she tells me to fuck her. Without going into all the details of that, I fucked her in basically every position I know..tons of which she said were new to her. She said she only likes guys to cum on her face, tattoo, or in her mouth. I busted in her mouth this time. By the end of the sex she said her vagina was sore because she hadn't fucked in a while. She laid there in the afterglow looking super content and satisfied. She said that was the best sex she's ever had by far and that her mind was blown. She said she had never had anywhere close to that amount of orgasms or felt the way she felt after it was over. I rubbed her body and amazing ass up and down and brushed her hair out of her face. She fell into a sleep with electro house music buzzing in the background. I took this as my cue to get my next day 2 in line. I went downstairs, cracked a beer, and texted the atlantic city girl to get on the road. She said she would get on the way right away. This gave me about an hour window to get the first girl out. I went and laid with her for a bit and then shook her awake. Her vagina was too sore to have sex again but she said I was going to have to condition it again...aka lots more sex coming in the future. She also really wants to have some threesomes and has a few very hot friends that she said would be down. Pretty fuckin pumped for that shit. I have a lot of experience with threesomes from my longest relationship 1.5 years of dating a hot bisexual girl. Def will rock this girl's friends. She's getting fake D's soon too.

So a funny thing happened...I had threw her keys into my laundry basket to give myself more time to work through LMR if need be. I had forgotten about this so when atlantic city girl said she was 20 mins away I still hadn't kicked out there girl that was here....we couldn't find her keys. we looked all over to no avail. then i get a call (that i ignored) and a text from atlantic city girl saying that she's here. i quickly texted her to go off to some place 5 blocks away to "meet me" because "i wasn't home yet". i remembered shortly after about hiding the keys, said goodbye to the first girl, then hopped in the shower. after my shower I had the girl who was on standby 5 blocks away come back to my apartment because "oh sorry my friend who is driving me just dropped me back home".

i brought this 2nd girl straight upstairs and without getting super detailed like the last one...we hooked up a bit in my bed after i gave her the tour of the house. then she wanted to go out and get food/drink (because comfort hadn't been built yet). after getting back home we ended up doing everything but sex and i tried all my LMR tactics..but to no avail. this girl had ALSO never had a one night stand and even worse, had 2 rules:
1. she doesn't sleep with guys on the first date
2. she doesn't sleep with guys that aren't her boyfriend

i'm definitely going to have her violate #2 but she was real firm on #1. I got her to admit that she wanted to fuck me reallllly bad but just wouldn't feel good about herself the next day because she doesn't know me. i explained buyer's remorse to her (not calling it that) and referred to as an "antiquated cognitive dissonance principle from evolutionary times" that was "no longer relevant". Hahah...this actually works sometimes...explaining away buyer's remorse as something she should feel ONLY if she actually IS a slut (which she's not because she doesn't sleep around) and ONLY if she would never see me again (or hook up with me again). I told her that since she doesn't make a habit of fucking guys right away and since we would have sex the next time we hang out and many times after, that we might as well do it right then. I got her real close but she was real intent on sticking to her principle. At one point she was like, do you have any non-latex condoms because apparently she's allergic to latex. She was so fucking horny that I think if i had had non-latex condoms that I would have fucked her. I settled for 1 blowjob and 2 handjobs over the course of the night. She ended up staying the night and we hooked up again in the morning. I'd say it's 80-90% chance that i'll fuck her next time. this chick is card dealer in atlantic city and also works as a show dancer out there...very nice body.

the rest of my week is jammed with day 2's. gonna be an exciting fucking week. and i hope that girl actually comes through on the china trip. a week of good fucking in beijing would be awesome. would def bring my HD vid cam out there and film all kinds of shit with her. maybe even take her out as a pivot and pull asian girls to have threesomes with lol. i love my life.

UPDATE: re: girls going cold due to passage of time (previous post)

So I posted this question on the RSDN forums. Here is my post.

Jeffy's response is

"This is why you dont let your eyes get too big for your stomach. Numbers *generally* go stale after a week. If you have too many numbers to work within a week's time, some will go stale, period. Solution is to keep your leads to a nice trickle and work them one at a time. There are only so many hours in the week."

Given that numbers will go stale after a week I am going to start aggressively getting the dates all stacked and set up. Jeffy says to set them up the day of which I am generally trying to do but I also am setting stuff up in advance just for scheduling reasons (balancing it to see them all within the week after meeting them).

As a result, I've set up 8 day 2's (first dates) for the week. #1 of 8 just arrived so I actually have to end this post. I'm feeling full abundance right now after fucking 3 new girls last week and having all these new dates set up. Life is good.